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Monday, 27 April 2009

  • Ain't no sunshine, when it's gone...

    Yes, I'm talking about my internet.
    Since Saturday I have to live without it. we guess, it's a technical problem, but I hope that everything will be alright, when I get back home.
    Right now I'm at my favourite café, because they have got w-lan and I can use my eeepc there. Anway, I still have got nearly an hour until I have to get back to school and it feels awesome to be online again, even if it's just for about 90 minutes.
    Those circumstances remind me of last year:
    4 weeks without internet! It was a horrible time, but after the first two weeks I got a bit used to it. However it didn't really make time better for me.

    furthermore it reminds me of the fact, that I'm so addicted to my internet! I just don't know what to do without it and the just the thought of having none is.... terrible. I mean, I nearly have a whole personality on the world wide web with my Youtube, my Xanga, my pupe, my Animexx, etc. and specially without my RPGs I feel like a pieve of shit.
    It really feels like I have no real-life and that pisses me off.
    Anway, I will finish off this update for now and surf a bit on the internet until I have to get back to school.
    Wish me luck, guys, that my internet will be back this afternoon!

Thursday, 16 April 2009

  • Just jealous and embittered?

    Recently, there are quite strange things in my mind.
    Actually I lvoe being single. It's great to have so much freedom. You don't have to shave your legs everyday. You don't have to be afraid of becoming pregnant because of damaged contraceptives and you don't have so many commitments.
    Anyway, my single life starts to disturb me. Of course I still adore the advantages of living without a guy by my side, but everytime I see one of those "oh-we-are-so-happy-and-so-much-in-love-couples" I feel like I have to puke.
    It makes me mad, seeing couples in the city, kissing each other, holdings hands, etc.

    Maybe, it's because my best friend has been in a relationship for now about 3 months. Of course I'm happy, because she has got a great guy by her side, who understands her and who loves her and all that stuff, but it disturbs a little bit at the same time.
    They phone each other nearly EVERY day, but honestly, what do they talk about all the time?? They even phonne for more than one hour, when I'm around! Which means: all the attention is just for him and I can just sit there and listen.

    On Tuesday I was with her at one of hour friends' house to have a sleepover, watch movies and just have a nice time together. It began on our way to her. When I arrived at the bus station, I saw my best friend (what a surprise) with her cellphone calling her boyfriend. It took about 5 minutes until she finished, but just because I told her, that I want her attention and that they can talk later. Then everything was just fine. Some hours later they phoned AGAIN for about half an hour and the next morning it was again half an hour. Sometimes I didn't even know who she was talking to, because she tried to talk with both him and me, but often just concentrated on him.
    In situations like that I feel a bit worthless, but it's not only the phone-thing. They see each other quite often, which is normal for a couple. I can understand that, but it's more the thing, that, when she talks about their meetings and trips, there is again this strange feeling in my stomach and there is the following question:
    "Why can't you have someone to do all those things, as well? What's wrong with you?"

    This feeling is the reason for why I don't like to see other young couples (makes me wanna spoil them immediately).
    Of course I can't force anything and I know, that I have to wait. There will be someone for me in the future, but this future seems to be so far away...

    Well enough of all that self-pity. Tomorrow I will have my first driving lesson, so wish me luck! ^^

Tuesday, 14 April 2009

  • Heide-Park on Sunday (a report)

    So, last Sunday was the most exhausting, but also the most entertaining day of my vacations. In my blast blog I wrote, that I would go to the Heide-Park with my best friend and her parents and well... it was so awesome!
    Actually I was supposed to get up at 5 o'clock in the morning, so we could start our 4 hours long drive to Soltau. On saturday I got a second call from my friend, who told me, that they wanted to pull out at 5 o'clock!! Which meant, that I had to get up at 4 a.m.

    My problem is, that I'm not used to go to bed very early. Normally I sleep soonest at 11 p.m. and now I had to sleep at 10! of course I didn't manage it and the last time I took a look at my watch was at about 23:09.
    Anyway, the morning was very exertive. It wa sstill dark, when I walked to my friend, but after about half of the way the sun began to rise and it looked awesome! At that time we were on the freeway and had a perfect view on the sun, which was pink and orange. It looked amazing!

    When we arrived at the Heide-Park we had luck. There were already some people waiting for the opening of the park, but it wasn't that crowded and the first hours there were quite relaxing, because we didn't have to wait very long fot the attractions.
    Actually we wanted to try the "Colossos" first, but it wasn't open yet, so we went to the "Desert Race". From 0 to 100 in 2,4 seconds. it was hgod rollercoaster to begin with, but nothing really spectucular.
    When we left it, the "Colossos" was ready, and honestly, my friend and I got goosebumps, because it was so damn high! A height of 196 feet and a drop of 61°!
    When we sat down I felt like running away and when it started I already felt like screaming! Before the first drop we had a perfect view over the whole park, but then it was over. The first drop! i started to scream, but had to laugh at the same time. it was so amazing! in the end, we were on this rollvercoaster 4 times.

    The following rollercoasters were quite fun, but nothing spectacular. There were some loopings and stuff like that, but nothing that made you feel like the "Colossos", but then, there was it.... the thing I had been afraid of even more than the "Colossos" all the time:
    "Scream", the highest gyro drop tower in the world with a height of about 232 feet. It took about two rides of my friend until I was able to force myself to try it, as well. It felt horrible, when I got secured and we started to get lifted. I really started to sweat a little bit. When we reached the highest point, we were told to count from 23 to 20, but when I had finished we were still up there and I started to feel really nervous, but then... WHHOOOOOOSSH!!!!
    It was totally amazing and I felt so proud, when we were down again!
    I was on "Scream" two times on that day, my friend 4 (!) times.

    Even thoough it was quite awesome my stomach started to feel a bit weird, so we tried some things, which were a bit more harmless. The wild-water-flume (I wonder, if it's really the right expression) II. was very funny and enteraining, because we had the raincoats of her parents and looked like two garden gnomes. We had a lot of fun and the first wild-water-flume was very nice, too.

    We stayed at the "Heide-Park" until about 16:30 in the afternoon and then made our long way back home. I felt very sleepy during that time and had some troubles with stomach, because of all that stress, but it was totally worth it! I can highly recommend this park to everyone, who comes to Germany and wants to visit an amusement park, because there are many rollercoasters, but also attractions which calm you down a little it and are just fun.

    The "Colossos" and the Statue of Liberty ^___^ (Photo is not by me):



    An on ride video of the "Colossos" (beware, it's very loud):



    Onride of the "Scream-tower":

Friday, 10 April 2009

  • Sunday! *thumbs up*

    Hehe, I'm so looking forward to Sunday! Yesterday, my best friend called me and asked me to go to the "Heidepark" with her. For those, who don't know it: It`s a big German amusement park with some great rollercoasters and stuff like that.
    I've never been there, but I've always wanted to.
    The "Heide Park" has got the second biggest woodden rolllercoaster I think, which is called "Collossos" and has got a height of about 196 feet at it's highest point!



    Gosh, I'm so scared, but I'm sure it will be awesome! The only thing I will not try is the free fall tower, which is even higher, because I don't like those things where it goes up slowly and then you have to wait so long just to fall down a few seconds.
    So anyway, I will have to get up very early, because we have to drive about 3 or 4 hours and we want to start at 6 a.m. I only hope, that it won't be so crowded in the park and that many people prefer visiting their relatives (due to Eastern) and do not decide to go to this amusement park as well.

    I will write about Sunday as soon as can, but I think, that on Sunday itself I will be too tired when I come home. ^^"

    However I wish all of you a nice weekend and enjoy the lovely weather (hopefully, it's just as nice as here in Germany)!

Tuesday, 07 April 2009

  • my favourite "first times"



    Last Thursday was an awesome day! Eventhough we had our stupid biology field trip (examination of a river) it was great! Do you know why? Because for the first time this year the sun was shining the whole day. The weather was amazing! On that day I ate my first ice cream from the ice cream parlour in the city.

    This event inspired me to write this entry in which I will write down my favourite "first times" of the year.
    So, here we go:

    ~ first ice cream from the ice cream parlour
    ~ first day of pure sunshine, which makes me feel like summer is going to arrive
    ~ frst snow of the year
    ~ first summer rain with a rainbow
    ~ first time visiting a lake in summer to go swimming
    ~ first selfmade cookies before Christmas
    ~ listening to old Christmas songs on the 1. advent
    ~ first time sitting on the balcony without freezing
    ~ first bicycle tour with friends of the year
    ~ leaving the house for the first time of the year without needing a warm jacket
    ~ first shopping tour of the year
    ~ seeing the first green spots on trees and other plants in spring

    Of course this is a very short, but still very cheesy list, but well, I'm a girl and those little events make each year a bit brighter, because I can look forward to them every year and it's certain that they will happen.
    On friday evening I left the house for the first time without a jacket and it felt awesome! I was in a good humour immediately!


    I "grace" this blog entry with a photo of me from this wonderful evening XD:

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